June 2009
52 posts
I realized something today.
My sister and many other great senior friends are graduated and headed for college. Three friends of mine died this year, suicides, and accidents. Four went to rehab. Some have confessed things to me I never would have dreamed years ago. Some friends fell in love. My very good old friend Laura is pregnant. It’s all putting things in perspective. Laura, god I’ve known her for so long,...
May 2009
63 posts
I want
cherry ginger ale, a good laugh, and a big, long, hug.
1656.) I wish I didn't have to wish anymore.
(via blogsecret)
God
God God Damn
leynamichele:
Best night of this summer so far.
Firstly: I was in the same room as Jim Adkins tonight. If you don’t know who he is, I’m sorry, because this man creates music that truly speaks to me (blah, cliché, but it’s true!). I didn’t talk to him, because honestly I was so nervous that I didn’t know what to say. But I felt blessed just to be in his presence.
Secondly: I got my first slow...
One side
of my house is sunny and the other is raining…
I feel like my heart is in two places.
i'm absolutely
dylanbayside:
hating Tuesdays With Morrie right now. what the fuck does this pink hibiscus symbolize?!
I LOVE THAT BOOK! It’s really, really good at the end.
The symbolization of the pink hibiscus is that its dying the same pace as Morrie, that Morrie and the plant go through the natural cycle of life, and they both must accept the inevitable fate.
I
roonilwazlib:
hellonichy:
am so ashamed of how dependant I’ve become. I need a hug, a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on, and some pride…
There aren’t any pictures of peanut butter and jelly hugging…
I love you. :)
check out the
dylanbayside:
hellonichy:
dylanbayside:
followedtohell:
stuff scene kids like site. it makes me angry sometimes. with all the stupid shit that kids are doing these days. ohhhh welllll.
another thing that makes me angry is how a 16 year old [or younger] can think that they know what love is. it’s a complicated psychological feeling that can’t even begin to be felt without the rest of your...
check out the
dylanbayside:
hellonichy:
dylanbayside:
followedtohell:
stuff scene kids like site. it makes me angry sometimes. with all the stupid shit that kids are doing these days. ohhhh welllll.
another thing that makes me angry is how a 16 year old [or younger] can think that they know what love is. it’s a complicated psychological feeling that can’t even begin to be felt without the rest of your...
check out the
dylanbayside:
followedtohell:
stuff scene kids like site. it makes me angry sometimes. with all the stupid shit that kids are doing these days. ohhhh welllll.
another thing that makes me angry is how a 16 year old [or younger] can think that they know what love is. it’s a complicated psychological feeling that can’t even begin to be felt without the rest of your hierarchy of needs being met,...
Rose: I smiled a lot today. Leyna is graduating.
Thorn: I’m not totally ready…
leynamichele:
I’m graduating today. I’m graduating today. I’m graduating today. I’m graduating today. Is this really happening? It’s hit me, but it hasn’t hit me.
IM SO PROUD OF YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE YOUR GRADUATED SELF :) :) !!
I
am so ashamed of how dependant I’ve become. I need a hug, a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on, and some pride…
gifparty:
My
stomach, my head, and my heart feel like they’re being torn apart, thrown on the ground, and spit on.
Back in Maaaaine
Allie’s graduation party is tonight, and I wish I was there. But she’ll be here on the 9th, then we’re both flying back together on the 23rd. For those that don’t know, I’ve decided to move back to Arizona. Don’t get me wrong, my heart is absolutely breaking. I will miss my father, Tyson, family and friends more than anything. But right now, I’m fifteen, I...
This
is
all
slipping
through
my
fingers…
Arizona day four
Woke up, got ready, went to the mall with Allie, Gram and Mom for dress shopping to go under allies graduation gown. She found a really cute one, and I like it a lot. Then I went and hung out with Alec, he’s the most chill dude ever. I missed him a lot. We caught up a lot, which was great. Then I got all pretty and dressed up for Allies graduation dinner at Maggiano’s, with the whole...
Arizona day three
Woke up, chilled with the pup, had a bagel. Allie got home with Tonya and Carly, and I was really stoked to see Carly, because I haven’t seen her yet. She’s so cute. I watched some stupid ass movie with them that I can’t even remember the name of because it sucked so much balls. Then my grandma got in from Vegas, so her and I went to the mall and I got some much deserved shopping...
Arizona day three
Woke up all alone in the house, chilled with Cubbi for a long while, which was nice. She’s the best. Got ready, and went to the Cheesecake Factory with Allie, dad, mom, and Gina, which has the best food I’ve ever tasted at a sit down resteraunt, holy shit. I seriously need to start eating better asap. Allie and I got cheesecake to go, haha. Came home, chilled with Allie, then went to...
Arizona day two
Went to sleep last night at like two a.m. because I just could noooot sleep. Woke up at six, that was cool… Got ready and went to The Legacy hotel with Cody for swimming and tanning, I didn’t get any color as usual. Cody did though, holy shit. We shared a deeelicious subway sandwhich, then I went home for 4 hours, and went to dinner with Sarah, Leyna, Logan and Shelby at Sweet...
Arizona day one
The flight was suprisingly quick and easy for the first time in years. It always seems that something goes wrong, but not this time. Except that my ipod died, but no biggie. It was awesome to see my little brother, sister and mom right away, even though Allie was being a class A bitch all day because she was hungover. Thats alright though, it was her last day of high school ever, she had the...
Leaving for the airport
Its too fucking early…
Sophomore Awareness day two
Again, pretty fun but not super awesome. There was an ER nurse in the morning who repeated a lot of things over and over and showed a really nasty slide show of this guy getting his stomach pumped after swallowing like half a bottle of pills; that was suuuper cute. Then there was a guy who’d been in three OUI accidents and had a speech impediment and brain collapsing and how he’s using...
Sophomore Awareness day one
It was alright, fun but not awesome. Made some new friends, listened to some speakers. There was a detective speaker who told a bunch of stories about teenagers dying and their brains sticking to the ground in the winter after they fly out the windshield and girls getting raped; that was nice. Then there was a mayor who was in a gang when he was younger, and now he’s a 5 time world martial...
:)
I just got home and Tyson was sitting on my porch like a cr33per but it was really adorable and I loved it :)
Sophomore awareness tomorrow and Friday, then Arizona the 16th through the 22nd!! :) I can’t wait to see Cubbi. I mean, all my family and friends… hahaha.
You
are my sunshine…
Rose: I hung out with Tyson and had a really fun time. 5 days till Arizona! Thorn: I’m feeling a little run down. :(
How
does someone choose between home and the one person they love most? This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do…
Mother's day
was cool I guess, had some really delicious habanero shit with triscuts that my aunt made, oooomm noooom; haha. hung out with Kyle and Bri with the Family while they sang karaoke, my dad is the only one with a good voice by the way, haha. Kind of bittersweet though since my mom wasn’t around. Oh well, I’ll be in Arizona next saturday anyways, I think I’ll live.
Rose: I’m...
Today
Was really fun :) Kendra took Tyson and I down to her uncles beach house, and it was a really good day. We played frisbee on the beach and got some subs later. On the ride home we played hail chicken and I’m still having trouble writing, my hand hurts so bad… hahaha. Yesterday was alright, the week was really long so it was nice that it was finally friday. I hung out with Tyson, and we...
cheers
to believing in me.
I
can’t take your tears.
embarrassingly enough
dylanbayside:
hellonichy:
dylanbayside:
i haven’t been paying too close of attention to the news lately. Whats going on with gay marriage in maine ?
It went through early, and it was passed today :)!
WAIT! so , we got it!?
Yes sir.
If...
quote-book:
hit-or-miss:
IF you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you, If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies, Or being hated, don’t give way to hating, And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can...
embarrassingly enough,
dylanbayside:
i haven’t been paying too close of attention to the news lately. Whats going on with gay marriage in maine ?
It went through early, and it was passed today :)!
I'm glad this is short.
Now that I wrote the likes, and I had a good day, and I can write the dislikes.
Frizzy hair. Bad endings to movies. Assholes. People who don’t shut up during class. Un-bubble baths. Stress. Extensions. People who think they know absolutely everything ever. Watching people you love hurt themselves with hard drugs. Saying “what if?”. Tripping. People who will only listen to one...
I have
so much extra work to do in school because of the week I’ll be gone for allie’s graduation. I have a project due in a week that everyone else has three weeks for, and I’ll have to stay after for so many days… fuuuuck. Oh well, it’s worth it I suppose. I really want to play checkers right now.
