“Certain people you just can’t trust, you know, Luke? Never trust anyone who doesn’t smoke pot or listen to Dylan. Never trust anyone who doesn’t like the beach. And never EVER EVER trust anyone who says they don’t like dogs.”—Squires (The Wackness) (via chateaux) (via butterfliesatthemailbox)
“There is no escape. You can’t be a vagabond and an artist and still be a solid citizen, a wholesome, upstanding man. You want to get drunk, so you have to accept the hangover. You say yes to the sunlight and pure fantasies, so you have to say yes to the filth and the nausea. Everything is within you, gold and mud, happiness and pain, the laughter of childhood and the apprehension of death. Say yes to everything, shirk nothing. Don’t try to lie to yourself. You are not a solid citizen. You are not a Greek. You are not harmonious, or the master of yourself. You are a bird in the storm. Let it storm! Let it drive you! How much have you lied! A thousand times, even in your poems and books, you have played the harmonious man, the wise man, the happy, the enlightened man. In the same way, men attacking in war have played heroes, while their bowels twitched. My God, what a poor ape, what a fencer in the mirror man is- particularly the artist- particularly myself!”—Hermann Hesse (via thechocolatebrigade) (via peachfuss) (via checosasonolenuvole) (via petersantiago) (via crashinglybeautiful) (via guerrillamamamedicine) (via so-treu) (via loveyourchaos)
Was wonderful! :) Got off the plane at about midnight and went straight to my mans house. God it felt so good to be back in his arms! Stayed up till two or three with him catching up on the things we’d missed in two weeks ;) Woke up early so he could go to his classes, went home. Unpacked, showered, opened some cards. Went shopping with Blaze. Went to the family birthday dinner and it was delicious :) Alex got me a vase of huge beautiful sunflowers and a card which was unneeded because were going to California in three weeks for my birthday! It’s going to be amazing. Went back to Alex’s and had some people over to drink a thirty and chill. Friday is my real party and I’m really excited!! :) Probably the best birthday ever.
I hate leaving you dad. I have hated it from the moment you moved to Maine. I hope you absolutely understand that I am so happy you moved here, because I know Arizona was miserable for you, and you only stayed because of the military, and when you left that for me, you stayed for me. I knew you had to go, otherwise you couldn’t be happy for me. You do everything for me. I know you do everything for me. You are an amazing father. But good god do I hate this fucking proccess. I hate missing you for months. I hate flying 6 hours there. I hate the two week periods I see you twice a year. I hate these last few days where I sit around and sob because I hate imaging saying goodbye. I hate crying and watching you cry when we have to say goodbye until next time. I hate flying 6 hours back. I hate the feeling I have when I get home. I hate the hurting. But most of all I hate thinking about how you feel when I’m gone. I hope you don’t think badly of yourself. I know we both wish it was easier. I hope you know I think about you everyday. I love you more than anything in this world. I will always be your little girl.
It really sucks that my sister and I don’t get along anymore. We used to be best friends. I don’t know what it is. She’s always just extremely rude and bitchy now. I probably should have gotten the hint when her and her cunt friend talked shit about me right in front of me. Oh well.
day 1. A letter to an inanimate object you hate. day 2. A letter to a dinosaur. day 3. A letter to a movie character day 4. A letter to someone you want to kick in the face expressing why you want to kick them in the face day 5. A letter to a celebrity you want to kick in the face day 6. A HEARTFELT letter to some food day 7. A letter to a historical event day 8. A letter to a giant space robot day 9. A letter to the coolest person you’ve never met day 10. A letter to an alien race. day 11. A letter to your last bowel movement day 12. A letter to a mythological creature day 13. A letter to a word you don’t like day 14. A letter to a word you love day 15. A letter to your crotch. day 16. A letter to your bed day 17. A letter to a video game character day 18. A letter to a website that ruined your life day 19. A letter to an animal you like day 20. A letter to an animal you think is fucking stupid day 21. A letter to something you’ve owned for 5 years+ day 22. A letter to something you want to fuck day 23. A letter to the drug of your choice. day 24. A letter to one of your bodyparts day 25. A letter to Gary Busey day 26. A letter to the future cyborg version of you day 27. A letter to band that really needs to break up day 28. A letter to a movie you hate day 29. A letter to a letter you’ve written day 30. A letter to a bowl of fruit
URBAN DICTIONARY Rules: —- Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions. —- Post the first definition it gives you.
1. Your name: Nichole - Nichole is the most amazing girl you’ll ever meet. When you get close to her you feel like never letting go. She is beautiful, smart, funny, and she always cares. Nichole is someone that you would want to spend the rest of your life with. She is that amazing.
2. Your age: 16 - Legal age for fucking in the UK.
3. One of your friends: Sarah - The translation of “Sarah” is “princess”
4. What should you be doing? Online class - A class your lame guidance officers put you in when they mess up your schedule. You sit on the computer for hours, and basically slack off. Also, you send people out to order pizza and get cake, so everything ends up well.
5. Favorite color? Green - yes… it is most definitely referring to the marijuana… and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it?
6. Birthplace? Yuma - Why the hell would you want to live in Yuma?
7. Month of your birthday: June - The month the hottest people in the world are born.
I’m not sure if this is my literal dreams or my figurative “future” dreams but I guess I’m doing that.
Right now you are rather undecided with few musts and donts. But for when I decide you fully, please flourish with the strength that I know you can. Kick my ass, make me work, give me what I need and what I want but not everything I suppose. I have faith in you.
I know we have been fighting lately. We’re both changing, things happen. But nothing changes how much I love you. There is no friend like a sister. You have been there for me since the day I was born. You know everything about me, my history, my present, my future. I trust you more than I will probably ever trust anyone. I want you to know it makes me happy to see you happy. It makes me happy to see you in college and in love and getting all the other things you want out of life. I know you are going to succeed and be happy, and I am so happy I get to watch. I am here for you when ever you need me. Sisters are forever.
You have such an odd effect on me. A beautiful, odd effect. You make my head spin, my heart grow, my hands shake. You make me so excited for the future. I’ve never felt the way I feel about you about anyone. And I know everyone says that, but it’s really different. I can’t describe it. We were friends for so long before I realized how right we were for each other. So absolutely wonderfully perfect for the other. Your my best friend, my diary, but most of all my lover. No matter what it is, watching movies all night with munchies, partying with our best friends, laying in your bed talking until the sun comes up and goes down again talking about anything and everything because we’re open and honest to the other. Everything with you is so good. I am never bored with you. You fascinate me. You make me laugh. You make me feel beautiful. You make me feel safe. You make me so genuinely happy. I want this forever, and it feels so good to know you feel the same. There aren’t enough words and I won’t bore these people anymore since you don’t even have one of these. I love you.
I am one of those annoying girls who does not have one certain best friend, so you’ll have to deal with it unfortunately. So
THANK YOU. Thank you so much for everything you have done. In some way shape or form you have all influenced me in wonderful ways. Alex, you accept me for everything that I am. Sarah, you have been with me the longest. Scott, you know me better than ANYONE. Kathryn, we have had some absolutely amazing times together. Kendra, you are so funny and we always have so much fun together; I miss you EVERYDAY no matter what happens and I hope you still feel the same. I feel like I cant even thank you enough for all of the times you have made me smile when things were hard and pulled me out of trouble and depression. I can’t count the amazing times we have had as friends, so many memories it almost overwhelms me. You are all the reason I love life so much. I LOVE YOU.