We have been best friends forever. People haven’t taken much notice to that anymore because I can’t hang out with you while your fucked up. It makes me so extremely sad that I can’t handle it. It just hurts to see someone so smart ruin themselves with such a dirty drug. You are a talented musician, you are confident, funny, and an awesome person when you want to be. I’m thankful you came to my birthday party partly sober because I got to talk to the real you again. You are so excited for your future and its great. I just hope you make it there. I tell you this every time you end up calling for help, but, no matter what, whenever you need me I am here for you. I love you.
I am angry just so you know. I am going to swear every other word fuck off
So I go to this chicks house warming party last night because we party together all the time. She’s one of my best friends friends or what the fuck ever. So we go to her house and you know this bitch flirts with Alex sometimes but he never does anything back or anything. This isn’t about him at all actually he didn’t do anything and I trust him more than anyone. Anyways as soon as we get there this bitch is all over him way more than fucking usual trying to kiss his cheek and grabbing his hands and trying to get him to touch her and I’m like is this bitch serious? So I’m trying to be civil and shit so its whatever for a while and I just deal. Then after we fucking smoked that bitch out we went back inside and she smacks my boyfriends fucking ass and says “wanna be my beer pong partner baby!?” and kisses him on the fucking cheek. I swear to god if someone did not grab me I would have broken her nose. Hi my name is Nichole Mother Fucking Desrochers and I will not deal with your greedy, slutty as cunt ever. If you need it so bad you can suck my cock bitch.