Hi. I miss you.
Geirboy is inquiring as to whether or not you have heard/like blink's new single? "It's garbage." -Geir Anderson.
BLINK 182 LIFE FOR LIFE. I don’t think its the greatest thing they have put out. After being in 3 separate bands for 3 years they sound a little to commercial-y. I’m excited to hear the album and hope it doesn’t disappoint.
Where do these days come from? These days where I am overcome by infinite sadness that is just so crippling I can’t make sense of anything else. Why does it always have to be like this after I think of the alternative…the alternative..
Sooo I am going to..
-Go grocery shopping
-Renew my food handlers card
-Clean this whole disgusting place/my car.
-Finally fill out my fafsa
Life has been alright lately. A lot of stress over moving to be closer to my school which means more money. I’m so excited to start school though. Its going to be an amazing experience and I’ll finally be able to put my creative mind to the test. Howeverrr my schedule is Monday-Friday 8-5 which leaves barely anytime for work which I’m obviously going to have to do a lot to afford rent, utilities, groceries, and all the other things I always have to fucking pay for.
I’ve been thinking about my parents a lot. Its been a month since I got back from Maine and seeing my dad. I miss him so much. I miss Maine so much honestly. I already can’t wait to go back. I saw my mom the other day for lunch and hanging out at her house. It was awesome. I think after everything that has gone on, which I know I haven’t shared a lot about it with you guys since its pretty private, she’s finally back to herself again. I missed her too.
I finally picked up the third book in the series of The Hunger Games, Mockingjay. After I get all of ^ that shit done, I’m going to start reading it. SLOWLY. So I don’t finish it in a day. Haha
I feel so bad for everyone in The United States that doesn’t live in the southwest. I mean yeah it’s hot here but we have barely taken notice because 115 is normal for summer time here. You guys aren’t used too/shouldnt’t have to deal with this, haha
“Everything that comes together falls apart. Everything. The chair I’m sitting on. It was built, and so it will fall apart. I’m going to fall apart, probably before this chair. And you’re going to fall apart. The cells and organs and systems that make you you- they came together, grew together, and so must fall apart. The Buddha knew one thing science didn’t prove for millennia after his death: Entropy increases. Things fall apart.”—Looking for Alaska (via opheliawise)